| Chapter 30 |
1 | But now [they that are] younger than I have me in derision, whose fathers I would have disdained to have set with the dogs of my flock. |
2 | Yea, whereto [might] the strength of their hands [profit] me, in whom old age was perished? |
3 | For want and famine [they were] solitary; fleeing into the wilderness in former time desolate and waste. |
4 | Who cut up mallows by the bushes, and juniper roots [for] their meat. |
5 | They were driven forth from among [men], (they cried after them as [after] a thief;) |
6 | To dwell in the clifts of the valleys, [in] caves of the earth, and [in] the rocks. |
7 | Among the bushes they brayed; under the nettles they were gathered together. |
8 | [They were] children of fools, yea, children of base men: they were viler than the earth. |
9 | And now am I their song, yea, I am their byword. |
10 | They abhor me, they flee far from me, and spare not to spit in my face. |
11 | Because he hath loosed my cord, and afflicted me, they have also let loose the bridle before me. |
12 | Upon [my] right [hand] rise the youth; they push away my feet, and they raise up against me the ways of their destruction. |
13 | They mar my path, they set forward my calamity, they have no helper. |
14 | They came [upon me] as a wide breaking in [of waters]: in the desolation they rolled themselves [upon me]. |
15 | Terrors are turned upon me: they pursue my soul as the wind: and my welfare passeth away as a cloud. |
16 | And now my soul is poured out upon me; the days of affliction have taken hold upon me. |
17 | My bones are pierced in me in the night season: and my sinews take no rest. |
18 | By the great force [of my disease] is my garment changed: it bindeth me about as the collar of my coat. |
19 | He hath cast me into the mire, and I am become like dust and ashes. |
20 | I cry unto thee, and thou dost not hear me: I stand up, and thou regardest me [not]. |
21 | Thou art become cruel to me: with thy strong hand thou opposest thyself against me. |
22 | Thou liftest me up to the wind; thou causest me to ride [upon it], and dissolvest my substance. |
23 | For I know [that] thou wilt bring me [to] death, and [to] the house appointed for all living. |
24 | Howbeit he will not stretch out [his] hand to the grave, though they cry in his destruction. |
25 | Did not I weep for him that was in trouble? was [not] my soul grieved for the poor? |
26 | When I looked for good, then evil came [unto me]: and when I waited for light, there came darkness. |
27 | My bowels boiled, and rested not: the days of affliction prevented me. |
28 | I went mourning without the sun: I stood up, [and] I cried in the congregation. |
29 | I am a brother to dragons, and a companion to owls. |
30 | My skin is black upon me, and my bones are burned with heat. |
31 | My harp also is [turned] to mourning, and my organ into the voice of them that weep. |